(Sung To The Tune Of Beyonce's) Halo...

Tonight I found your letter

I didn't know what to say...

I thought that I knew you better

Didn't know that I'd have to pay.

My heart is fully broken

You've left me sad, and it's a token

That you called me a Cunt and walked away (you Prick)

You should have never cut me out.

Baby when you look at me now

I'm surrounded by your disgrace.

Baby I can see your halo

I see it written all over your face.

You think that you are doing a favour

I thought that you might be my saviour

Baby I can see your halo. Your halo-oh-oh-oh-oh...

You Three...

Hey, You Three...

I am so glad to hear from You Three Stalwarts, I've been in (internet)hiding a while due to going through a court case with ex-Hubby,I am putting him on an AVO after he assaulted me in front of Youngest Son. It's been a few messy months, honey's. It's been adjourned now until January, but I'll let you know how I go with it all.

Also been very busy at work; and I have this Thang going with my mate Tazzie (the Celtic fan) where we are either as happy as Larry and Pigs in Shite or fighting like Mash freaks over who is the biggest fan of Hawkeye...I'm in love again Y'All. He's 45 and shits me to tears with his pedantic ways, but I am generally happy to drink sacks of De Bortoli Chardonnay every afternoon with my Gentleman of a mate. He treats me so well; today perhaps being an exception to the rule, as we had a fight (and he walked home, walking stick and all( he had a back operation in August), but I have never felt so comfortable and so well looked after before by anybody before. He is my best mate. Even if has the shits with me today, shit happens. I know we will work things out. Even if he doesn't love me back like I love him. Yet.

Gotta love you and leave you for now; but take care...and stay strong.

All the time,

Miss Construed x

An Email To My Sister...

Why am I mentioned here?? And seemingly in the derogatory sense; no less? Or have I got it wrong again?

Hope you all enjoyed your weekend away; and just in case everybody else fails to notice...

I am the only one who has Never had a falling out with anyone and the only one who Ever seems to bother to call either.

If you question the validity of that; then ask Yourselves... when did you all last call Me?

Have a lovely day. Pass it on.

Please... Please...

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I don't know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have I kicked you outer here?
Or said something insulting?

Da da da da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I could cut you into pieces,
But my heart is, broken.

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how i don"t need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please don"t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
I've never been this nasty,
Can"t you tell that this is just a contest,
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby I don't mean it,
I mean it, I promise

Da da da da da

Please don't leave me [x2]
I always say how I don't need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I cant be without,
Your my perfect little punching bag,
And I need you,
I'm sorry.

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da

Please, please don't leave me
Baby please don't leave me (No, dont leave me)
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me (No, Don't leave me)

I always say how I don't need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please don't leave me,

Please, Please don't leave me.

1:06 AM...

You were born to me...

Seventeen years ago.

Happy Birthday Son.

I'm so proud you are mine.

Mum xx

The Poem He'll Never See...(And Rightly So)

You never even needed me because I was always there.

You rarely told me that you loved me...

You rarely showed me that you cared.

I loved you then. I love you still.

You know it's true; and that I always will.

Three Weeks...

It's exactly three weeks to my birthday...

Three weeks exactly until it's a year since I moved out...

And tried to move on.