I Am...

"Who'd want to fuck someone who looks like a twelve year old boy?"

This was the latest attack from my Hubby- said with malice and intended to wound my already fragile self-esteem. This from somebody I love. From somebody who hates Me.

"I'm not going to sit here and listen to your bullshit".

This because he doesn't understand Me and has never tried to. This because he'd rather make me out to be unbalanced and mentally fucked up than listen to another perspective on our fucked up co-existence. This because he doesn't think I'm worth the bother.

I am.