Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Moving On...

(NB Same old story; Different Day...)

Note To Self?

Wake the fuck up.

And Your Good Self?

You've put me through Hell.

And back.

Now you want Me back?

What we had? Well; it's all gone now.

So go and Get Yourself Fucked, already.

I have.

Get This...

Straight.

I owe you fucking Nothing. Not one fucking Thing.

Tazz is who I'm missing. It's his company; Not yours: that I want tonight.

He has Never disrespected me...

He's Twice the person that you are even capable of being.

I don't give a fuck what you think you know, hubby.

You're the one who wants ME back.

So I don't have to hear the abuse any more.

If I'm as fucked as you say, then leave me be.

I've proven to Myself that I don't need you now.

You think you stand a chance of getting me to love you again?

I don't think I could put myself through it...

You haven't changed.

You never will.

You'll never listen.

You'll never understand.

This is why it's Over.

This is Why...

I'm moving On.

9 comments:

Miss Construed... said...

This doesn't even come close to explaining what hubby is/has accusing me of being/doing and how it has/is a/effecting the (T)ruth the whole (T)ruth and nothing But the entire (T)ruth.

I hate what's happening.

Grump said...

So sorry to hear your grief and anger I hope you get to have a happy christmas. Take care.
Mark x

Elaine Denning said...

Anger is good sometimes. It keeps you on the path you need to stay on.

xxx

Grump said...

Merry Christmas Miss Construed. I hope you have a good one.
Cheers Mark x

Elaine Denning said...

Merry Christmas! I hope you and the boys have a GREAT time. xxx

Jenny Wynter said...

I agree with Laney, stay angry if it keeps you away from him.
And Merry Belated Christmas too! xxx

Grump said...

Happy New year Ruth. I hope 2009 is better than 2008 has been. I know you have been hanging out for 2008 to end.
Cheers Mark x

Elaine Denning said...

Happy New Year. I'm hoping, praying and crossing everything for a good one. For both of us. x

Elaine Denning said...

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooo?

Hope you're ok. x