Thursday, February 21, 2008
Bing Bing...
I just had what Oprah would call a Bing-Bing moment.
My Hubby's payoff for staying out all night and spending all the money that we have is that he doesn't have to sit with Me; watching shows that he hates while I get drunk and waste away into oblivion. I Allow him to do it so I don't have to take criticism about the amount that I drink. I don't like it; but I've identifed it at last.
Then again; since I've started this book and actively cut back on my drinking he has not even hinted that he's even noticed. His pay-off has gone but his behaviour is unchanged.
He remains as emotionless as ever.
My Hubby's payoff for staying out all night and spending all the money that we have is that he doesn't have to sit with Me; watching shows that he hates while I get drunk and waste away into oblivion. I Allow him to do it so I don't have to take criticism about the amount that I drink. I don't like it; but I've identifed it at last.
Then again; since I've started this book and actively cut back on my drinking he has not even hinted that he's even noticed. His pay-off has gone but his behaviour is unchanged.
He remains as emotionless as ever.
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